truth is irrelevant.

Mom: Hey my boss was buying cheap brand name clothes on some website, do you know what it is?

Me:*giving mom dirty look* Mom, i don’t think you understand the vastness of the internet, do you realize what you’re asking me? let me put it this way, the internet is like the ocean and you’re asking me about a goldfish.

Mom: Well you girls know everything, look for it.

Me: Mom, you’re asking me to dive into the vast blue sea and find your goldfish.

Mom: What about Google? You told me Google can find anything.

Me:Yeah…but Google is like a blue whale, its big and it knows its way around the ocean, but it’s still going to be hard to find the specific goldfish. You can’t just send the whale off with no direction and expect it to find your fish. you have to be more specific, and even then you’ll probably get a clown fish, 3 sea stars and maybe some krill. probably not your goldfish.

I’m really excited! No reason in particular, maybe it’s the spring weather finally apparent in CO but I’m very motivated lately.  I wish I knew people in TUMBLR that I could share my excitement with lol.

I recently got hurt at work (that’s not exciting at all) so I’ve been doing desk work. I actually really like it. I’m kind of everyone’s little helper and get to do the paperwork, orders, filing, calls and notifications that no one else wants to do but I’m completely ok with that lol, I love it! maybe this does influence my mood a little, a break from my regular job duties, especially the stress.

I have such a hard time getting financial aid but I finally just approved another subsidized loan. I hate taking out loans because right now I make barely enough money for bills and it’s just a lot of money to owe that I know I don’t have. But I also wouldn’t be able to buy books w/o a loan so.. I wonder if I got a grant or scholarship later on if I could use it to pay off a loan. That would be wonderful.

all the time is because i have to wait until everyone else goes to bed so that i can just hang out and relax by my self. i enjoy being alone and for some reason nobody gets that. dont feel like you need to keep me company. its enough that i know youre in the house, we dont have to be in the same room. i prefer to be alone.